In contrast to all my meticulous planning and constant worrying, I'm not so careful with every decision I've ever made.

In fact, the most important decisions were made with almost no thinking at all:

1) choosing to go to Cal
2) quitting my first job
3) every relationship I've gone into and ended (which is every relationship I've been in...)
4) escaping mainland USA and eventually USA altogether

Maybe these decisions were made with my gut. Or my heart.

Or maybe none of these were my decision to make; the universe simply tugged and pulled me in the direction her Majesty wished.

Wondering what the next Big Step in life will be and if my mind will have any say in the matter...

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